endings + beginnings

also a tiny sound bath

the leaves here in connecticut have almost finished falling, marking the end of the warmth and the beginning of the cold season.

the delicate thing about a transition period is the fine line that you sit between past and present. sometimes almost equally seeing both at the same time. thats where i feeling like i’ve been sitting these days. head tilt back into the past. eye wide staring at the future.

i felt this starting around the eclipses that we just had, intertwined with the changing of seasons. living in new york city for the past few years, the seasons change in the way that the couple trees on the street have orange leaves one day and then gone the next. i almost forgot how potent nature is when she is preparing for slumber.

a new moon in scorpio has just passed and now i spend most of my time looking to the future. preparing to hibernate and planing for next year. coming to terms with the cold and praying to not spend this winter sick for two week periods at a time.

talk soon,

emilia✨